A new chapter

yes, i have started a new chapter of my life. College has finally arrived and i have survived my first day. granted it was very anti-climactic, but i did get out early from my last class so that was a plus. tomorrow is going to be like a second first day because i will have my first class for my last class. confusing, i know. but it makes sense. regardless, i am very nervous for tomorrows class. my professor seems like a hard ass, but maybe that's what i need in a teacher, someone who will push me past my comfort zone. i sure won't be pushing myself. regardless, so far, my first two teachers are both male, youngish, and both new to the school itself. both have received their PhD's. they seem pretty chill for now but i'm sure as the year progresses, there will be less of that and more of the work your ass off kind of attitude. i have already received two homework assignments in one class, as expected (and am expecting a huge one tomorrow), and a test on friday in my other class. college....who knew? everyone but me, that's who. I feel like the typical college freshman right out of hight school. i still feel like high school and i fear i won't be able to shake it off in time to get my act together. this year is the first step of the rest of my life.